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designer drugs
02:25
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Made my home in a pile of dirt
Pretending to be dead in my favorite skirt
Kill myself in the name of fame
Escape the truth by making pain
Decorate my love
Dressed in designer drugs
I need to feel a buzz
So stuck in what was
Bomb gonna off but the city's cold
Young at heart but my soul feels old
Looking for something new to feel
Looking for your love trapt in a pill
Don't want to know your name
Just want to escape this pain
Don't want money and fame
Just wanna escape this shame
I don't need your love
Just give me designer drugs
Heart gone numb and I need a doctor
I want to love and I want to want her
Chasing all my dreams away
Let love live and die another day
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closing in
02:43
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Slowly I wake and attempt to get my head on straight
What was my name? Am I dreaming or am I still awake?
Nothingness replaced by static in my empty brain
Can I feel pain? Are you listening? I need escape
Do you feel the walls?
I see they’re slowly closing in
Can you hear the call?
Beckoning me toward the end
Will it rise or fall?
If its divine its divine sin
Can you see at all?
I cant go through this all again
Thoughts start to race, the lines blur between love and hate
Lies take the place of truth and I just cant relate
Don’t recognize my face, I’m looking for another fate
But parallels escape reality and I’m lost in space
Reality breaks Im not sure how much I can take
Tired of feeling fake so sick of feeling so displaced
Every thing I hate constantly knocking at the gate
Will I escape or drown or simply be erased?
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hopeful chaos
03:51
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this is a digital pre-order How do I set up a pre-order?
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watching the abstract
02:18
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Watching only the background
I feel the air getting thin
In the hollow spaces
That we hold within
Expression lead by persuasion
Fills nearly every screen
But there's overwhelming silence
Where there once were screams
up to the ledge
To watch it all fall apart
We have reached the edge
An end begets a new start
In a world under fire
I feel my last breath escape
From this hollow chest
The void is slowly replaced
By searing passion and anger
With how sadistic this world is
It seems now just to survive
Is about as good as it gets
Watching only the abstract
I feel my self disassociate
I've completely lost meaning
With no way left to relate
To the skin that I wear
Or people that surround
My only comfort is darkness
There’s no hope left I’ve found
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drain
01:50
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Fame
your a dying star
And shame
made us who we are
This pain
will take us home again
Rain
will wash away are sins.
It's strange
how I forgot my life
It's a game
pull the losing card
We aim
straight for are broken hearts
Drain
watch me wash away
Drain
I'll never be the same
Drain all my love
And bury me in the drugs
Drain all my love
Bury me in the drugs
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searching
02:10
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How long have we been looking?
How far off have we gone?
How much is left for the taking?
Where is it that I belong?
Waiting for a reason to breathe again
Searching for a reason to die
this state of purgatory never ends
Looking for a reason why
What truth have we accepted?
how will it take its toll?
where’s the source of the infection,
buried deep within the soul?
How long have we been falling?
How far away from home?
How much now are we faking?
Where wont we feel alone?
What lies have we in invested?
how will we find what they stole?
where’s the idea once infested,
in my mind that’s become a hole?
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