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what are you doing here?
02:29
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What are you doing here? And why wont you leave?
Do you consider me just another one of the many tricks up your sleeve?
Who am I kidding? Would they even believe?
Do you remember the conversations that we have in your dreams?
Nothing seems seamless anymore, everything is such a chore
The effortlessness has left and now my deepest passion is a bore
With the last breath I struggle to breathe in life to my core
Is there nothing I can do to retrieve the feeling once more
Where have you gone and will you hurry back again?
I remember a time although I can’t remember just when
Why have you left and just how long has it been?
Theres something you don’t remember that’s still buried deep within
Nothing seems seamless anymore, everything is such a chore
The effortlessness has left and now my deepest passion is a bore
With the last breath I struggle to breathe in life to my core
Is there nothing I can do to retrieve the feeling once more
What are thinking and why do I feel so deceived?
Do you want me to teach you the things you shouldn’t believe?
Who are you asking is it you me or we?
Do you recall the last time you ever truly felt relieved?
Nothing seems seamless anymore, everything is such a chore
The effortlessness has left and now my deepest passion is a bore
With the last breath I struggle to breathe in life to my core
Is there nothing I can do to retrieve the feeling once more
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2. |
defragmented world
03:16
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there's blood on the walls but at a glance nothing seems askew
a sweep down the hall to the room for a closer view
watch this world go down the drain
cant keep myself from going insane
got no signal from my fucking brain
only little fragments that remain
study the reasons that you are what you have become
detail the treason expressed through memories that make you numb
watch this world go down the drain
cant keep myself from going insane
got no signal from my fucking brain
only little fragments that remain
we watch the world change in ways that cant be explained by you
so sick and deranged these days i adhere and refrain from the truth
watch this world go down the drain
cant keep myself from going insane
got no signal from my fucking brain
only little fragments that remain
still blood on the walls, but at a glance nothing seems new
I slip down the hall, to the room for the worst kind of view
watch this world go down the drain
cant keep myself from going insane
got no signal from my fucking brain
only little fragments that remain
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3. |
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Theres something deep within…
If I breathe I let you in…
I don’t want to let you take me
I don’t want to feel you break me
I don’t want to make you make me
I don’t want anything…
Theres something in your eyes…
A little twist behind your smile…
I don’t want to let you take me
I don’t want to feel you break me
I don’t want to make you make me
I don’t want anything…
Theres nothing left inside…
We’ve nothing more to hide…
I don’t want to let you take me
I don’t want to feel you break me
I don’t want to make you make me
I don’t want anything…
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Left patiently waiting for time to end
I’ve seen everything again and again
Forget the memories it’s the forgotten that haunt
In the world beyond dreams where we provoke and we taunt
Everything that’s falling now, Our foundations cracked to rubble
Can you tell me how, We found ourselves in all this trouble
The air is getting too thin to breathe, I gasp to no avail
There’s got to be some form of relief, No only darkness will prevail
Staggering toward an answer ive avoided
But it will only bring more questions on end
That I cant care about as the earth fades to dust
This will all be over soon that’s the one thing you can trust
Everything is falling now, Our foundations cracked to rubble
Can you tell me how, We found ourselves in all this trouble
The air is getting too thin to breathe, I gasp to no avail
There’s got to be some form of relief, No only darkness will prevail
Still patiently waiting don’t tell me it all begun again
Ive been staring at the clock for hours days on end
But its not the devil or the demons that still haunt
Me but the things I never fought for that I truly still want
But everything is falling now, Our foundations cracked to rubble
Can you tell me how, We found ourselves in all this trouble
The air is getting too thin to breathe, I gasp to no avail
There’s got to be some form of relief, No only darkness will prevail
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5. |
once at war
02:40
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But the nightmare still lingers on
Like an echo traveling through vacant halls
Silent moments become the loudest hours
As the sirens send that beckoning call
Once at war we shall know no peace
Once at war we shall become the disease
And the torment shall never subside
between the shadows of decent men
Walks a ghost who we can't call by name
Only I know my darkest of sins
Once at war we shall know no peace
Once at war we shall become the disease
while the memories only fade in third person
The crevices beg for relief
And the whole town has gathered at the gallows
To hang yet another innocent thief
Once at war there can be no peace
Once at war there can be no peace
Once at war we shall know no peace
Once at war we shall become the disease
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6. |
closing in
03:29
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I imagine it only gets darker
As the sun sets on another day
I believe there will be nothing further
Than me getting in my own way
Can you tell, its getting worse
Everything, is closing in
Can you tell me, just where it hurts?
I cant believe, in this again
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7. |
something has to break
01:47
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something has got to break
its more than I can take
something has got to break
its getting so hard to take
something has got to break
There's so much that is at stake
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8. |
you said you'd wait
03:11
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As the day gently breaks
The shadows dance across the mirror
Unsure of what it’ll take
To see things just a little bit clearer
You said, you’d wait, but it hasn’t even been a few days
you failed, you strayed, empty promises lead to early graves
You thought, you’d changed, “every day is exactly the same”
You felt, the pain, that you cause everyone in so many ways
A storm is swelling out beyond the horizon
Constantly stirring and its closing in
There's nowhere left to hide and nothing is safe
We've got to change direction, but I fear its too late
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9. |
i almost gave up
02:02
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I don’t know what I want and I don’t think it matters
I don’t care what you’ve got I’ve tea with 3 mad hatters
And I don’t care what you tell me nothing that I see here is real
I don’t want to realize the truth its only hearsay
Between you and I the dogs will lie where they lay
And I don’t care what you tell me there’s nothing left to steal
Nothing feels more like home
Than realizing its you alone
Responsible for the things that you’ve done
No matter who lost and who won
I wont think what you caused was more than surface damage
Looking at everything I lost now I can hardly manage
And I wish you would show me all the things that I could feel
I wont think too hard on the whispers floating through
The halls as the break of dawn shatters my point of view
And I wish you would show me something I could never reveal
You cant feel like I felt and I could not explain
The things in which I have dealt to subtly maintain
I only whish you didn’t know me well enough its surreal
You cant erase history though I could never heal
The signs are exponentially things that make or break the deal
I only wish you didn’t know me close enough to make me feel
You cant hear what you’ve heard and shrug it off for not
Everything just seems so absurd so what left have I got?
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10. |
the new dark
03:18
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Your time is gone, there’s no one left
Your mind was wrong, life was a gift
You left me alone, in the aftermath
Your breath was done, you chose your path
Not a day goes by I don't wish you'd made another choice
But I don't blame you at all I could barely recognize your voice
There's nothing I can do and nothing that could ever replace
The smile you put on my face...
The laughter has left, my passions dwindled
I’m a disaster at best, loss can't be rekindled
As you were laid to rest, I felt something break
It's true it's been a test, and it's been so hard to take
Not a day goes by I don't wish you'd made another choice
But I don't blame you at all I could barely recognize your voice
There's nothing I can do and nothing that could ever replace
The smile you put on my face...
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