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Fear
02:00
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Fear
Trust
Hate
Lies
Trust the fear
That you cant disguise
Fear the hate
Behind your eyes
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2. |
Hollow
02:00
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Without you, I feel so empty
So hollow, so incomplete
I need a new depth, a new high
I've searched myself, there’s nothing inside
I've been looking
Looking for something
But I've only come undone
And now I feel nothing
When I'm with you, I feel so sick
So hollow, so desperate
I need to escape you, need to run
But I'm in too deep only way out is the gun
I've been looking
Looking for something
But I've only come undone
And now I feel nothing
Without you, i cant hardly breathe
Chest feels so hollow, clench my teeth
I need to forget you, forget myself
Cos you're on the inside and it feels like hell
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3. |
Where Shes Been
02:05
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I don’t know just where she goes
Don’t know where she is
And I don’t know just where she goes
Don’t know where shes been
confidence is fading
Reality is breaking
I don’t know just where she goes
Don’t know where she is
And I don’t know just where she goes
Don’t know where shes been
lost trust and elation
in need of sedation
I don’t know just where she goes
Don’t know where she is
And I don’t know just where she goes
Don’t know where shes been
lies steadily replacing
the truth her minds racing
to the darkest depths the mind creates
reality so easy for paranoia to escape
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4. |
Parallels
02:29
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Watching you watching me as we watch us bleed
Im not sure why im here can you tell me what you need
Im sick of the changes the only constant’s the confusion
Am I living in your dream or are you part of my delusion
I’ve been drifting around in between parallels
Which universe are you from do we get along well?
How long have you been screaming at that wall?
I swear a second ago you wouldn’t let me fall
Watching you watching me as we watch us bleed
Im not sure why im here can you tell me what you need
Im sick of the changes the only constant’s the confusion
Am I living in your dream or are you part of my delusion
So catch me in between fading in and out of the dream
And the lucid world where we’re sentient machines
The atmosphere is getting thin im running out of air
Can you tell me who you’ve been who I am if you still care
And ive grown tired
Of watching myself fall
Aren’t you getting tired?
Are you there at all?
Watching you watching me as we watch us bleed
Im not sure why im here can you tell me what you need
Im sick of the changes the only constant’s the confusion
Am I living in your dream or are you part of my delusion
Who are we when I feel so disconnected from you
We start to reach perfection then oblivion so which is true?
Im starting to lose touch with love and hate and time
Because I don’t know where your head is and I cant find my mind
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5. |
What A Waste
02:13
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I followed the white rabbit, I thought he would lead me to you
I’m wandering aimlessly I’ve tried through and through
I swallowed the pill I guess it was placebo
The path leads to the edge there is nowhere left to go
Time… What a waste of time What a waste of time What a waste of time
What a waste of time What a waste of time What a waste of time
What a waste of time What a waste of…
Ive crawled through the cracks deep into the looking glass
Thought id find myself there turns out it couldn’t last
Ive listened to the lingering smoke and all of its vanishing talk
I followed the Cheshire moon on the endless walk
Time… What a waste of time What a waste of time What a waste of time
What a waste of time What a waste of time What a waste of time
What a waste of time What a waste of…
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6. |
Disassociative Season
02:07
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The dimmest light softly illuminates
Behind the third eye in my dissociative state
All I see here is a ghost of something that never was
So fragile in need of a host drained lifeless stained in blood
Nothing of substance survives only holographic memories
Nothing I see here can I rely on its only remnants of dreams
Darkness falls and were enveloped in shadows
Learning things about ourselves we never wanted to know
Take the world apart and see it for face value
There’s things we hold onto but these I want to let go
All I taste here is stale its like poison on my tongue
I start to feel frail I turn around but I cant run
Everything surrounds me in red my legs tremble below
Everything makes me feel more dead and every movement gets slow
Darkness falls and were enveloped in shadows
Learning things about ourselves we never wanted to know
Take the world apart and see it for face value
There’s things we hold onto but these I want to let go
Walk to the edge of insanity and reason
Feeling so cold I guess its just in season
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Manic Depression
02:00
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“I think we can balance you out at best… well write a prescription there may be side effects…”
Blurred vision, fatigue, dyspepsia, cogwheel rigidity
Extrapyramidal reaction, hypersomnia, sedated state, tremor and nausea
These are a few of the prices you pay to level out do you still feel ok?
Manic depression wont go away its chronic and only can be managed this way
Dystonia, oculogyric crisis, weight gain and drooling extreme drowsiness
Asthenia , hypertension, increased blood pressure, and constipation
These are a few of the prices you pay to level out do you still feel ok?
Manic depression wont go away its chronic and only can be managed this way
“Take two of these three times a day, and one of these at eight and at five
Take two of these as soon as you wake, take one of these but only at night”
Trismus, akathisia, muscle rigidity, hypokinesia
Bradykinesia, nervousness, headache and chills loss of balance restlessness
These are a few of the prices you pay to level out do you still feel ok?
Manic depression wont go away its chronic and only can be managed this way
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8. |
Time
02:10
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Here in a temporary space of time, I watch from the astral plain myself on the inside
It doesn’t add up I guess I’m not who I thought, what am I even looking at am I this lost
Can you imagine if you read the end first, would it make the decisions we’ve made even worse?
Would it take us back make us question ourselves? If the future left images in dust on the shelves
What am I waiting for where should I go?
What difference does it make once you really know?
What time will it take, what will it take from me
What does it matter when you can never break free?
Now Im chained down in one spot repeating, there is never ending torture and joy is always fleeting
Taking record of my failures and regrets, whether or not they have even happened yet
Ticking away as simultaneously still, like being born to be led to the kill
Obsess with the past you will be doomed to repeat, and stagger in the pattern of your own feet
What am I waiting for where should I go?
What difference does it make once you really know?
What time will it take, what will it take from me
What does it matter when you can never break free?
Drifting through futures of pasts I have forgotten, lost and transfixed in the way time has blossomed
Looking for an explanation of the present, but as soon as I learn subsequently, I forget
The minutes have turned on me pointing the hand, the hour is slipping away where I stand
And perception starts dripping and melting away, as I wake up to having had lost another day
What am I waiting for where should I go?
What difference does it make once you really know?
What time will it take, what will it take from me
What does it matter when you can never break free?
Here in a vacuum devoid of all time, I stare at my face I cant seem to recognize
The aging, the youth, the changes brand new, what I’ve lost in myself can I look for in you?
The silence is broken and still turns to movement, so caught in the present so caught in the moment
Just before the hour glass shatters on the floor, I finally realize why time always keeps score
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9. |
Whats Wrong
02:21
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At first it cuts, then it licks the wound
Like staring at the sun, till it becomes the moon
A deep breath in, sharp exhale out
It always changes, only assures my doubt
And I can’t keep Trying for long
If I don’t figure Out what’s wrong
It rises quickly, falls just as fast
Don’t get used to it, it will never last
The river flows, sometimes upstream
What part’s reality? Which is the dream?
And I can’t keep Trying for long
If I don’t figure Out what’s wrong
Sometimes it shines, like stars in the sky
But its mostly dark, blacker than night
Intrusive thoughts, or a vacant mind
To much to say, a reason to be silent
And I can’t keep Trying for long
If I don’t figure Out what’s wrong
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